{"id":90,"date":"2026-04-27T07:45:10","date_gmt":"2026-04-27T07:45:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/?p=90"},"modified":"2026-04-27T07:45:10","modified_gmt":"2026-04-27T07:45:10","slug":"11-mesicu-nazivo-co-mi-vzala-a-dala-cesta-bez-berlicek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/2026\/04\/27\/11-mesicu-nazivo-co-mi-vzala-a-dala-cesta-bez-berlicek\/","title":{"rendered":"11 m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f na\u017eivo: Co mi vzala a dala cesta bez berli\u010dek"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm se k jednomu roku. Je to jeden\u00e1ct m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f od chv\u00edle, kdy jsem se rozhodl odlo\u017eit v\u0161echno, co mi um\u011ble upravovalo realitu. A\u0165 u\u017e tomu budeme \u0159\u00edkat l\u00e9ky, nebo \u201edrogy\u201c v tom \u0161ir\u0161\u00edm slova smyslu \u2013 zkr\u00e1tka l\u00e1tky, kter\u00e9 tlumily hrany m\u00e9ho byt\u00ed a d\u011blaly sv\u011bt snesiteln\u011bj\u0161\u00edm, ale ne opravdov\u00fdm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nebudu v\u00e1m lh\u00e1t, \u017ee je to slun\u00ed\u010dkov\u00e1 j\u00edzda. Je to j\u00edzda na horsk\u00e9 dr\u00e1ze, kde ob\u010das chyb\u00ed bezpe\u010dnostn\u00ed p\u00e1sy. Ale i po t\u011bch jeden\u00e1cti m\u011bs\u00edc\u00edch v\u00edm jedno:&nbsp;<strong>B\u00fdt pod l\u00e9ky bylo hor\u0161\u00ed.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Co mi tato cesta vzala?<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Za\u010dnu t\u00edm nejt\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00edm. Vzala mi iluzi fyzick\u00e9ho zdrav\u00ed. Paradoxn\u011b, kdy\u017e jsem p\u0159estal t\u011blo \u201edopovat\u201c, vyplavaly na povrch zdravotn\u00ed komplikace, o kter\u00fdch jsem nem\u011bl tu\u0161en\u00ed. Je jich tolik a v takov\u00e9 intenzit\u011b, a\u017e je to k nev\u00ed\u0159e. T\u011blo za\u010dalo mluvit a ob\u010das u toho vylo\u017een\u011b k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vzala mi taky tu fale\u0161nou jistotu, \u017ee m\u011b \u201en\u011bco\u201c zachr\u00e1n\u00ed, kdy\u017e mi bude nejh\u016f\u0159. Jsem v tom te\u010f s\u00e1m za sebe, bez filtru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Co mi to dalo?<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I kdy\u017e m\u011b t\u011blo zrazuje a psychika m\u011b ne\u0161et\u0159\u00ed, moje&nbsp;<strong>vn\u00edm\u00e1n\u00ed \u017eivota se vyost\u0159ilo<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><strong>Smyslov\u00e9 vn\u00edm\u00e1n\u00ed:<\/strong>\u00a0Celkov\u011b vn\u00edm\u00e1m sv\u011bt jinak, ost\u0159eji. U\u017e nejsem v mlze.<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><strong>Zp\u011btn\u00e1 vazba od okol\u00ed:<\/strong>\u00a0Lid\u00e9 mi \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed, \u017ee funguji jinak. Dokonce i vypad\u00e1m jinak. Jako bych se po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b kone\u010dn\u011b \u201evyno\u0159il\u201c na hladinu a byl zase p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00fd.<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><strong>Vnit\u0159n\u00ed nastaven\u00ed:<\/strong>\u00a0I kdy\u017e m\u00e1m psychick\u00e9 probl\u00e9my, propad\u00e1m depres\u00edm a panik\u00e1m, c\u00edt\u00edm, \u017ee moje celkov\u00e9 nastaven\u00ed mysli je jin\u00e9. Jsem schopen se s t\u00edm pr\u00e1t, proto\u017ee tu bolest c\u00edt\u00edm p\u0159\u00edmo, a t\u00edm p\u00e1dem ji m\u016f\u017eu i p\u0159\u00edmo \u010delit.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Hrnek, co neust\u00e1le p\u0159et\u00e9k\u00e1<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tla\u010d\u00edm tu k\u00e1ru d\u00e1l a hrnu to p\u0159ed sebou \u201ena tvrdo\u201c. Ale nejsem ze \u017eeleza. M\u016fj stav je te\u010f takov\u00fd, \u017ee jak\u00e1koli dal\u0161\u00ed kapka do hrn\u00ed\u010dku zp\u016fsob\u00ed, \u017ee se v\u0161echno rozlije. Jsem na hran\u011b sv\u00fdch sil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ned\u00e1vno m\u011b \u00fapln\u011b odrovnala jen p\u0159edstava, \u017ee by skon\u010dila moje spolupr\u00e1ce s&nbsp;<strong>Bonou<\/strong>, s&nbsp;<strong>Krist\u00fdnou<\/strong>. Rozbre\u010del jsem se jako mal\u00fd kluk a ne\u0161lo to jinak. Ten pocit, \u017ee mi Krist\u00fdna \u201ekryje hol\u00e1 z\u00e1da\u201c, je pro m\u011b v tuhle chv\u00edli v\u0161\u00edm. Je to jeden z m\u00e1la pevn\u00fdch bod\u016f, kter\u00e9 m\u00e1m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Sm\u011br: Jeden rok<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je to t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9?&nbsp;<strong>Ano, neskute\u010dn\u011b.<\/strong>&nbsp;Pad\u00e1m do depres\u00ed?&nbsp;<strong>Ano.<\/strong>&nbsp;Cht\u011bl bych se vr\u00e1tit zp\u00e1tky do t\u00e9 tlum\u00edc\u00ed bubliny?&nbsp;<strong>Ne.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I kdy\u017e se ob\u010das zhrout\u00edm a ta k\u00e1ra je t\u011b\u017ek\u00e1, ta autenticita \u017eivota a to, \u017ee se dok\u00e1\u017eu postavit vlastn\u00edm d\u00e9mon\u016fm \u010delem, za tu d\u0159inu stoj\u00ed. Tla\u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm se k jednomu roku. Je to jeden\u00e1ct m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f od chv\u00edle, kdy jsem se rozhodl odlo\u017eit v\u0161echno, co mi um\u011ble upravovalo realitu. A\u0165 u\u017e tomu budeme \u0159\u00edkat l\u00e9ky, nebo \u201edrogy\u201c\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-90","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=90"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":91,"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90\/revisions\/91"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=90"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=90"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/leky-zavislost.cz\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=90"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}