Dnes chci napsat n\u011bco up\u0159\u00edmn\u00e9ho, co mo\u017en\u00e1 pro\u017e\u00edv\u00e1te i vy. Nen\u00ed ka\u017ed\u00fd den dobr\u00fd. Nen\u00ed ka\u017ed\u00fd den v\u00edt\u011bzn\u00fd a siln\u00fd. Jsou chv\u00edle, kdy je \u010dlov\u011bku t\u011b\u017eko, kdy se probud\u00ed s pocitem, \u017ee u\u017e nem\u00e1 s\u00edlu d\u00e1l. Jsou dny, kdy p\u0159ijde smutek, beznad\u011bj a bolest, kter\u00e1 se zd\u00e1 b\u00fdt a\u017e k nevydr\u017een\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
J\u00e1 to v\u00edm, proto\u017ee to s\u00e1m za\u017e\u00edv\u00e1m. U\u017e n\u011bkolik m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f jsem bez l\u00e9k\u016f \u2013 a i kdy\u017e je to obrovsk\u00fd kus cesty, nen\u00ed to proch\u00e1zka r\u016f\u017eovou zahradou. Jsou dny, kdy bych nejrad\u0161i v\u0161echno vzdal.<\/strong> Bolesti t\u011bla, \u00fanava, psychick\u00e1 t\u00edha, n\u011bkdy i pocity, \u017ee jsem na v\u0161echno s\u00e1m. To v\u0161echno dok\u00e1\u017ee \u010dlov\u011bka srazit na kolena.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ale nau\u010dil jsem se jednu d\u016fle\u017eitou v\u011bc: \u0161patn\u00e9 dny nesm\u00ed rozhodovat o m\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b.<\/strong> Jsou to jen do\u010dasn\u00e9 st\u00edny na cest\u011b, kter\u00e1 m\u00e1 c\u00edl. A kdybych se jim poddal, p\u0159i\u0161el bych o v\u0161echno, co jsem u\u017e vybojoval. O \u010das, energii, bolest, o tu n\u00e1mahu, kter\u00e1 m\u011b dovedla a\u017e sem. Byla by to \u0161koda \u2013 zahodit m\u011bs\u00edce od\u0159\u00edk\u00e1n\u00ed jen proto, \u017ee dnes je mi t\u011b\u017eko.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ka\u017ed\u00fd den, kdy vydr\u017e\u00edm, je toti\u017e mal\u00e1 v\u00fdhra. Ka\u017ed\u00fd krok vp\u0159ed je d\u016fkaz, \u017ee to jde. A j\u00e1 u\u017e nechci b\u00fdt t\u00edm, kdo se vrac\u00ed zp\u00e1tky. Chci b\u00fdt t\u00edm, kdo jde tvrd\u011b d\u00e1l, i kdy\u017e to n\u011bkdy znamen\u00e1, \u017ee mus\u00edm zatnout zuby, vst\u00e1t z postele a donutit se k \u010dinnosti, i kdy\u017e nem\u00e1m s\u00edlu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u00e1m dny, kdy m\u011b drt\u00ed bolesti zad, kdy m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee u\u017e nevydr\u017e\u00edm ani st\u00e1t. Ale i tehdy si \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m: ne, nesm\u00ed\u0161 se litovat.<\/strong> Kdy\u017e jsem na chalup\u011b, vezmu do ruky \u0161t\u011btec a jdu nat\u00edrat plot. N\u011bkdy je to jen symbolick\u00e1 pr\u00e1ce, ale pr\u00e1v\u011b tyhle mal\u00e9 \u010diny m\u011b dr\u017e\u00ed. Nedovol\u00ed mi utopit se v sebel\u00edtosti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A v\u00edte co? I kdy\u017e mi u\u017e je pades\u00e1t, nen\u00ed to d\u016fvod vzd\u00e1t se. Naopak, beru to jako d\u016fkaz, \u017ee m\u00e1m po\u0159\u00e1d s\u00edlu bojovat. Mo\u017en\u00e1 ne tak, jak bych si p\u0159\u00e1l, mo\u017en\u00e1 s bolest\u00ed a p\u0159ek\u00e1\u017ekami, ale po\u0159\u00e1d bojuji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Proto p\u00ed\u0161u i v\u00e1m: pokud m\u00e1te \u0161patn\u00fd den, neznamen\u00e1 to, \u017ee jste selhali. Znamen\u00e1 to jen, \u017ee jste \u010dlov\u011bk. A \u017ee jste na cest\u011b, kter\u00e1 m\u00e1 smysl. Nevzd\u00e1vejte to \u2013 proto\u017ee ta pozice, kterou jste u\u017e vybudovali, a ten \u010das, kter\u00fd jste v\u011bnovali boji proti z\u00e1vislosti, je p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 cenn\u00fd, ne\u017e aby se jen tak ztratil.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Ka\u017ed\u00fd \u0161patn\u00fd den je jen dal\u0161\u00ed d\u016fkaz toho, \u017ee jdete spr\u00e1vn\u011b. Proto\u017ee kdyby to bylo snadn\u00e9, nest\u00e1lo by to za to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Dnes chci napsat n\u011bco up\u0159\u00edmn\u00e9ho, co mo\u017en\u00e1 pro\u017e\u00edv\u00e1te i vy. Nen\u00ed ka\u017ed\u00fd den dobr\u00fd. Nen\u00ed ka\u017ed\u00fd den v\u00edt\u011bzn\u00fd a siln\u00fd. Jsou chv\u00edle, kdy je \u010dlov\u011bku t\u011b\u017eko, kdy se probud\u00ed s pocitem, \u017ee u\u017e nem\u00e1 s\u00edlu d\u00e1l. Jsou dny, kdy p\u0159ijde smutek, beznad\u011bj a bolest, kter\u00e1 se zd\u00e1 b\u00fdt a\u017e k nevydr\u017een\u00ed. 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